Ever think about a certain stage in your life where you actually loved who you was? Like the way you acted and the way you protected yourself was just beautiful but something happened that just made you diminish that whole personality? I don’t ever think that when something bad happens, you lose that sense of person. You just end up building a wall and protecting that precious part of your personality so people don’t ruin it. The old part of you will always stay but it takes that one person to trust within yourself to bring it back out.
Nothing is ever missing
If you think about it, that part of your soul never truly goes missing, just misplaced. All those pieces that you built up just jumble themselves up like a jigsaw puzzle. You should never feel the need to throw away that part of yourself you loved, someone who makes you lose that feeling isn’t a person you want in your life. Otherwise you will end up becoming a person you’re not happy with and you need to be happy with who you are. You will always miss a certain point of yourself in your life, but you can always bring that person back especially if it had you at your happiest. You need to throw away the things that ruined it for you and focus on yourself.
You need to realise that people will be jealous of you, especially if their personality isn’t one made of beauty and yours is. They will often try and diminish yours to make themselves feel better but what you need to realise is that, that doesn’t mean the personality you have is bad or stupid. It’s quite the opposite, it means it’s perfect and you’re perfect just with a few set backs that’s all. You’re more then the person that’s jealous of you. So be the person that made you happy, be that person who smiled at the clouds and be that person who finds the world beautiful in a matter of chaos. You be that person and you choose who you want to be and you live your perfect life. Promise that?